January-17-09 I have aquired a second 40 hour a week job, doesn't feel so good to work so much. I have been trying to get back into programing but when your run in to the ground from 16 to 20 hours of work a day. It's hard to find time to do what you love... or time for anything for that matter.

march-05-09 I have given the programing writes temporarily to James from Mirage, so that the source can continue to progress. Things are going well but he is just tampering with small things, and finding bug fixes.

April-07-09 I have beat myself into working myself almost to death, purchased a new car, more family oriented. A 2-door Cobalt SS(Supercharged) and I am enjoying it. For those of you that know, I have been engaged for ages now; and I am nearing my wedding hopefully in the coming weeks before april 25th(Here's to hoping).

April-08-09 It's amazing how quick you grow up when you see another life that is dependent on you or another, the way it draws your entire life into perspective, watching how fast that person matures from the day they figure out how it will be from that point on. Yay time for Jury Duty, April 27th for a week, fuck people, that's near a loss of 700 bucks for me! Uncle Sam fucking the people again. Black people should be happy they can't get JD their almost all guilty of something, or have a big enough record that they couldn't do it if they wanted. Why couldn't my mis' be felonies(I'm kidding, I would hate to be a felon)

April-09-09 Holding myself up watching as this all matures, and the revolving changes, Hunting for an apartment coming close but far from. Standing on my own ground and hoping not to break, hoping that this is smoother then I think it will be. saving money for many things, apartment being the first, fiance second, car third, the other things I will not mention.